January 2010
GOOD BYE 2009 :)
GOOD BYE 2009….all the bd memories that happen to me this year..ill prob.forget about it..but you guys know who you are.. ;)
THIS YEAR WAAS PROB. not my favorite year..but it was the year i met you :) <3
*sigh* i know today is the last day of 2009 ..but it was also the worst day!! EVER
i went to my aunts house…(that time my bangs were soo good) anyways soo i went to my aunts...
December 2009
:(
WOW….we only talked for 2 mins..2 FRIKIN MINS :( ….dont you miss me?
if you dont…then I MISS YOU ..i miss you sooooooooooooooo much …
WAHHHHH :’( not fair…
but hey, if you want i wont bother you anymore.till school starts.
</3 *sigh* i wanna cry :’(
BOREDOM
Hey guys! Im bored…no one to talk to..nothing to do..im just uploading some videos on facebook on my birthday soo ya if you have me as a friend on facebook check it out please :) and comment too! Right now my love life is ok? We didnt really talk much lately like we did before i miss that..Do you think its a good idea to write down all your feelings in a book…each day writing atleast...
I dont love you anymore?
I finally found out the answer..To some of the questions i asked you..i cant believe this is actually happening to me …Now i cant leve with a smile on my face, but yet tears down my eyes..I always thought that something like this would happen but i didnt know it would happen soo soon..Exams are coming up really soon but yet i can’t make up my mind…Tears are coming down my eyes,...
Before I go...
Yesterday while i was about to go to sleep ..i remembered soemthing im leaving to Vietnam in less then a month or a little bit more then a month.. Yes, i am going where all the nammers are XD
But i also remembered that im gonna leave you for a month.. </3 I hope nothing changes when i come back..but i got some questions to ask you..
1.Will you forget about me?
2. Are your feeling going to...
Continuation to " I miss you"
okay soo ya guys i found out what was the other thing XD okay soo here we go .. ENJOY!
We were trying to make each other jealous ;)
Me- fjhasjfhagajgrgnjkrbvbanghruhubuivgieuhibvbri ( i started talking alot…and really fast too )
Me-Well you know what go talk to the girl that you love.
Bob- i am talking to her right now XD
Me- (starts talking over and over) WHAT?
Bob-nothing
Me-you...
I miss you
Lol conversation between me and “him”
AHAH okay soo imma have some nicknames in here cause i cant tell you who this person really is.but maybre some of you might already know..( him = bob XD)
Bob- i bet i can survive with out talking to you for 2 days ..atleast
Me- really?
Bob- ya..
Me- why only 2 days?
Bob- cause imma go crazy if i cant talk to you … (awwwweee XD )
Me-...
Boxing day :)
Wow…i went to the mall yesterday at like 8am and it was already packed! ..Boxing Day is crazy sometimes …i went to the guildford mall with my mom .. ( you know mommy and daughter time XD) Anyways i went to guildford..i was gonna go to metro but i had no one to go with :( anyways i went to GARAGE and bought a shirt and this vest thingy..AHAHA after that i went home..cause i was tried :p...
My Christmas Adventure.
kyleismellpatatas:
brennamaduro:
Sounds pretty…uhh gay right? This is how it goes..
I woke up, 10:35am on Christmas Day. Im usually at home on Christmas but this year I slept over at my brother’s house in Vancouver. I realized that I have to take the skytrain home and probably take a bus, cuz both of my parents cells were off, and the no one was at home. I was pretty much worried, cuz i...
Merry Christmas everyone :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
Im glad that everyone has a good Christmas i can tell by reading some of your blogs..facebooking..and msn …
This Christmas could be the worst Christmas i had soo far..i kenw it was coming anyways..cause of what happen yesterday and the day before..I always hope some stuffs would happen but i guess not..and its okay i get the idea that everyone is busy on Christmas...
Dream again...
Last night i was talking on the phone with 2 people that i love..but i kinda got mad at them…i seriously dont know why….maybe one of them didnt understand what my last blog meant..and that really hurt cause that blog was to you..But forget about it..he wasnt suppose to read it..Anyways last night i had a dream again…It sounds soo real….what happen was :
I was acting...
FML
SERIOUSLY FML…I SERIOUSLY WANNA JUST LEAVE THIS WORLD …I DOTN WANNA BE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.. FML </3 :’(
Hurting Child...
I seriously dont know what to do now…its not your fault …not your fault at all..its mine for being all sad and thinking stuff…I seriously hope you dont read this at all…this msg is for me to let out all my feelings soo i can feel better.. I was just talking to one of your good friends and he told me all the truth of what you might be thinking…it hurts but atleast i...
MEANIE
WE WERE ALL TALKING AND STUFF…THEN HE HAD TO LOG OFF ON ME??? WTF??? AND YOU SAID YOU WOULDNT LEAVE ME…FINE BE THAT WAY </3 OKAT THAKNS BYEE
sorry if i wasted you guys time reading this..i just thought i should let people know that..he is a MEANIE
HEYYY
HEY GUYSSS YAA SORRY I HAVEN’T BEEN ON TUMBLR..ON AWHILE YOU KNOW GETTING LAZY, DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT, AND KINDA STUDYGING FOR JANUARY’S EXAM.
My life has been really good..although there are some ups and downs between me and this person but its all worked out..he made me feel better..the problem was that remeber when i told yoou i saw a picture of the girl he used to like.?...
jhrndz:
STOLENS. :D : Breanne. Empire State...
Is it just me...?
kyleismellpatatas:
jhrndz:
WOW. It’s the first Monday without you guys ! ):
Is it just me or is life speeding by, real fast?
Like we’re getting older and EVERYTHING, is going to get worse, or better?
This is why you should cherish your five years of highschool.
I miss youu Jaia.. </3 and everyone else
:(
….”Can we talk tomorrow?” you told me that we’ll talk today….we didn’t tAlk that much :( This is the worst weekend I have ever had…first I hAd the worst dream ever I cant stop thinking bout it…Even though u told me not to think bout it cuz it is not gonna come true.. Secondly I did something wrong and got mad at “him”. Then I got mad at...
....... LOSING YOU.
I cant believe your leaving me …even though you said you wouldnt.. :( whateves if you dotn asnwer me
im not gonna even talk to you… pce
BIg bros help Little sis.. ;)
LOL im glad you feel better…that makes me happy that you dont feel like you were yesterday… >.< BUt ya i got a chance to talk to you…im soo happy..that took awhile i didnt get to talk to you for how many hours?? LIke 24? BUt anyways …getting to hear your voice just makes me happy again..We dont have to talk about what happen yesterday and why i was soo sad..its not...
You : Hey
Them : Hi
You : Whatsup?
Them : Nothing , You?
You : Nothing too ..
TWO HOURS LATER
[with no talking in between]
Them : I Gotta Go
You Are Writing Something....
Them Is OFFLINE
You : Bye I Love You .....
[your message could not have been sent]
AHAHAHAHHA OMGOSH...LOL
Dinner party...and this morning..
Last night wasss soooo tiring.. We went downtown for my dads friends dinner party….First there was soo much traffic it pissing me off cause i was hungry and i had to go pee too!!… :( But anyways when we got there i was like inlove with downtown it was soo pretty and nice and urgh i just wanted to live there.,…But ya i thought the resturant would be more big..but actually IT WAS...
Last night and today...the last day of school.. :(
He said stuffs i would never even see him say…but was it him?
Yesterday a friend of mine went to this concert and his friends were there..they took his phone and started txting me..saying stuffs that i would never see him say. At first i thought he said that cause he saw what i wrote on my last blog…and i thiught maybe he was acting like that so i would just break up with him..But the...
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Hey….this message is to a certain person that i …yaa..but anyways *name* what i said earlier on my blog was what my mind told me to say…please don’t think it the wrong way..please don’t…i guess i took the ‘leaving’ thing the wrong way… :( im sorry
Don’t breeak upp..with me.. :(
“Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never...”
Con't to Leave...
i remember the time you sing to me..i would never forget that time…everytime that song goes on it always remind me of you and your voice….by the time you leave me….i dont think ill ever forget about that..</3
Everything you said to me..i will never forget about it..and everything i said right here on this note and the other one..was from my heart..i cried writing this..it...
Leave?
Leave?…Fine ill leave ..ill leave you out of your life..</3
I can’t believe you even said that to me..I helped you and you just go ahead and tell me to leave? ….i helped cause i cared about you..and you told me to leave? ..Fine i will leave..and i will also leave your life if you want me too..cause thats what your telling me….i said that i love you and that i...
My only wish this year
Last night I took a walk in the snow. Couples holding hands, places to go Seems like everyone but me is in love. Santa can you hear me I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss I sent it off It just said this I know exactly what I want this year. Santa can you hear me. I want my baby (baby, yeah) I want someone to love me someone to hold me. Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he’ll be all my...
Over a text??
Life is not what you always expect. I don’t know what to do now…to leave him alone and for him to do his work? or be with him but don’t talk at all? ..My mind is going crazy right now and i don’t know what to choose….whats the right thing on my mind right now? I gueess i just have to follow my heart…and i hope its telling me the right thing to do.. :’( Im...
iPhone
I am on my moms iPhone checking I this works….and it does ! :) now I’m on my way to school in this rainy day I hope my friend feels better… And I hope today is an easy going day so it will fly faster then usual. Anyways gtg almost at school pcs :)
Speaker...
Today at schoool we had this speaker come in and talk to us about… “sex” ahha but he is wassss realllly good..he relates to all of uss and tell us what to not do when your in this kind of age..i like him he was really funny.. LOL but to be honest..i want to know what “he” is thinking when Jason ( the speaker) told us about those stuffs…Its hard to be in a...
FIRST DAY OF SNOW!!! IN 2009 :)
Today...
jhrndz:
I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO RAP! HELL YES. AHHAHA
Jaia to tell you the truth…i’m sorry but you can’t rap XD
Gym today XD
Jaia got her “dream boy” like I DIDNT EVEN GET THAT CHANCE!! Well maybe thats cause he isn’t in my class but still….They were holding hands…. :) But ya i think jaia had a great time today… :) A REALLLY GREAT TIME..CAUSE OF HER PARTNER…YOUR WELCOME JAIA! :)
:(
Do you only listen to me..when i’m sad..? Other then that…do i even belong in your heart? </3 …..i know you love me…and i love you too! But you gotta remember…you keep on acting like “yourself” along with your other relationships….the girl that you love is gonna break up with you less then a week..you gotta remember that..The only reason i’m...
One life , One love..
I’m stuck between loving you and hating you….Listening to this song…makes me sad and i wanna cry it all out… but i think its not worth it…”God please help me…I dont wanna be in this situation anymore… I’m not a toy .you cant just plaay with me and leave me for some other toy…* I got one life..and one love i got only one heart…and i...